Monday, November 8, 2010

Whoosh.....Wait...that was Fall?

Yeah, similar title to last post, but it makes sense.
Boatloads of stuff has happened....some of it I wouldn't mind going into, some of it I wish it had never happened.
This post'll probably be short. I've been typing all night and my fingers and hands are killing me. If I don't have carpal tunnel now, I will soon.
Mostly this fall has dealt with College and interpersonal relationships. College is going well. Only two classes makes it easier to manage. Note to self: Write down Astronomy observations for tonight before bed...
Interpersonal relationships.
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Let's just say I'm not on Cloud Nine anymore with the boyfriend. From the MSN chats with him, he's ignoring the elephant in the room, and I can't help but stare at it, even if I don't say anything. This leads to slight lies and fibs...*groans* What went wrong? (Is learning to hate that three w sentence)
I won't be able to do anything concrete with him till I see him Thanksgiving week. Or sometime thereabouts. I didn't know it was possible to want something and dread it just as much at the same time. I love him, I do, and I don't want to hurt him, but I might have to because he needs to learn a valuable lesson. And then there's his sister and mom. I genuinely like them. They're great people, even if they have the short end of the stick in life. Anything I may do with the boyfriend will ultimately affect (effect? My grammar fails me at this point) them as well. --_--.

In Other News:
It's November. Therefore, it is NaNoWriMo, or National Novel Writing Month. Should I say international? It's worldwide now. Has been for a few years. Anyway, the idea is simple. Write 50,000 words in one month. This is something I'm finding a lot harder to do than say. It's offically Nov. 9th ('bout 1:23 am) and I have 6,807 words. I am just under 8,200 behind.
The reason this is just so very important to me is that this plot that is going to be the first of three book has been culminating in my head for onto three years now. I started in '08, and barely got 1400 words in. Next year I got 0 words in. This year I am going all the way and nothing is going to stop me. Now if I can just get 8,000 words in one day, I'll be good. *groans some more*
In Other Other News:
Four of the six kitten have been given away, and so has their mother. My wishes and prayers go with them.
My best friend broke up with her boyfriend of three years and immediately hooked up with another guy. Don't know what to make of it. Will have some idea when I see her tomorrow.
Got to go to Ocean City MD, for five days, which I haven't been able to do for a couple years. I missed the place. Got to see a friend that I hadn't seen in a while either.
Still no job, still in dire need of one. Don't know what to do on that front. I am so tired of submitting applications and getting NO calls...it's very depressing.
Aaaaannnnd, that about sums it up. Any questions?